I did something cool last night. I prayed about the future. This may seem commonplace for anyone else, but it is BIG NEWS for me. This is what I consider a BIG STEP. For real. I don't pray about the future because I want to think that I'm in control of the future. Refer to previous posts and recognize that this is something that I'm working on. BUT-last night, without really even thinking about it, I asked God what His opinion was. Not only that, but He was the first person that I asked! So far, I'm waiting for answers. I'm trying to open my eyes so that when He answers I'll recognize it. Even if He doesn't answer the way that I want Him to, I think that I'll still do it again.
I'm happy. It's been awhile since I felt anything but blank, so happy is a good change. Content. It feels good. I think that it's the running. Maybe the praying, too (:
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