More Thoughts

(I need to come up with more creative post titles. Maybe I'll start using a keyword and a number!)

So I have thought more about how I feel about having real people out there, my real friends, reading what I am writing. At first, I was...mortified. To put it lightly. Seriously, crazy, wild with embarrassment. But now that I have slept on it, I'm really glad. Here's why: You are the people that I count on to hold me accountable as a Christian, especially you, Miss W. And if I can't be honest with you, if you have no idea what I am thinking and what I am truly struggling with, battling over, and worrying about, then how could I possibly expect you to do that? I count on others to see the places that I am failing because oftentimes, I'm too close to see the flaws myself. What's the saying? You can't see the trees through the forest? That might be backwards! Regardless, you get the point. I have not been intentionally keeping this blog, and my thoughts, a secret, but I have been shielding myself. I haven't been willing to share the things that I am really struggling with for fear of judgement. But the fact of the matter is that you guys are my sisters and I desperately need you. So I'm happy that you're out there somewhere.

Much Love.